Wednesday, March 14, 2018

Ron Jeremy - Stormy Daniels - Donald Trump - Your Baby


Hell on earth

Satire - this article made me cry.
I felt that it perfectly nailed my indirect experience with chronic pain. 

"You dont have insurance? Get a job"
I cant stand, the pain is so bad.
"They are faking it"
IF they are faking it, they are the best actor of ALL TIME.
"Have they tried exercise?"
I have watched them ride an exercise bike, headphones turned to 11, trying to grind out the pain.
"Well there are programs"
Programs? To kick addictions, yes. She is not an addict, she is dying.
"Well they give you meds for that"
She doesnt have insurance.
"Medicare/Medicaid"
Doesnt cover her illness.
"Well what does she have?"
Stage 4 endometriosis
"I have that sometimes, it isnt that bad'
So you are a doctor now? Imagine having that everyday. Not once a month. 
Imagine it everyday. Now toss in ovarian cysts.
Imagine it having spread to your abdominal cavity and lungs.
"No such thing"
That's what her surgeon said.
So she coughed up menstrual blood on their desk. Oh, and then removed two softball sized endo-tumors from her lungs.
"No such thing"
FUCK YOU
"What about charity"
Right, so people should have to BEG for their lives?
"Did she try prayer?"
FUCK YOU ... you dont think that people in unending pain, dont pray everyday, for the pain to stop. Just for one minute. Just for one hour.
"What about her family?"
FUCK YOU
"What about her friends?"
For the love all the that is right and holy ... why do you HATE strangers so much that you wish them hell on earth??

"Have you tried mindfulnesses?"
That's when I punch them in the face. 
You dont need a doctor - just be mindful.

Tuesday, March 13, 2018

one drive

One Drive to rule them all, One Drive to find them,
One Drive to bring them all and in the darkness bind them

Sunday, March 11, 2018

2020 - we already lost.

The narcissism of small differences (German: der Narzissmus der kleinen Differenzen) is the thesis that it is precisely communities with adjoining territories and close relationships that engage in constant feuds and mutual ridicule because of hypersensitivity to details of differentiation.

My belief, is that in 2016, as much as any other factors, this allowed trump to win.

The GOP has actively been supporting their differing groups as part of the team. (tea party/fundamentalists/regular gops/deficit is great/tax cuts forever/total war all the times.
After the primaries were over, they pulled together for THE TEAM.

The DEMS, not even close.

I heard over and over from what should have team members pilling together: "Hillary and Trump are two of a kind.", "There is no lesser of two evils, they are both super evil."

Worst, they are all white priv, or oh look, got sucked into the russian propaganda.

We have already lost the 2020 election.
There has been zero movement to bury our differences, and work together.



Intragroup conflict (or infighting) refers to conflict between two or more members of the same group or team.[1] In recent years, intragroup conflict has received a large amount of attention in conflict and group dynamics literature.[2] This increase in interest in studying intragroup conflict may be a natural corollary of the ubiquitous use of work groups and work teams across all levels of organizations, including decision-making task forces, project groups, or production teams.[3]

Jehn[4] identified two main types of intragroup conflict: task conflict and relationship (or emotional) conflict (e.g., differences in personal values).
I wonder how many "I HATE KILLERY" democrats (or any voters) had taken the isidewith dot com position test.
The idea that YOUR IDEAL candidate is the only choice is hubris and a lot of white privilege.
MY candidate or LET THE COUNTRY BURN!! I WON'T BE HURT BY THE FIRE!!

Saturday, March 10, 2018

scientists are just as bad as everyone else when changing their minds

only true in THEORY ....
ask all the scientists who are beholden to .... terrible theories, spent their lives DEFENDING those theories. and we wont be allowed the new ones, until they are all dead.

scientists cling to old crap, as bad as everyone else

FUCKING EINSTEIN himself refused to accept the uncertainty principle.

dont get me started on "the naked ape" .... EVERY MAMMAL on the plains in africa has FUR!! EVERY SINGLE ONE.
but humans walked out onto the plains and LOST their fur??
In what theory does that work??? cheatahs and lions have FUR!!!

and then there is the absurd, theory of scent. you know. the one that does not PREDICT anything. the POWER of science and theories, is that you can PREDICT things.

Newton could not explain the orbit of mercury. einstein's general relativity did. BETTER predictions.

so yah sagan was great, but just as wrong.

Friday, March 9, 2018

statistical lies

Alas ... state level HIDE clusters ...
City level would show if it is JUST the cities, or rural counties too.
Alas city level does show neighborhood difference.
The violence in general in chicago is NOT uniform, the murders mostly happen in 4 major wards and 5 other wards (yes, brown wards).
Does that fatal police violence correlate with those wards? or more spread out.

I would bet a LOT of money, that the police downtown are MUCH MUCH MUCH less likely to shoot anyone, ever POC.

suttle lies with stats are suttle lies


additionally .... is this really different in the south? why?
is it that the cities are MAJORITY white or MAJORITY black?
so less likely ...
and the smaller cities never see a cop ....

ARGH

STAT PETE WANTS MORE DATA

would also be interesting compare ... WHERE police shootings are HAPPENING ....
You dont hear about a lot of shootings in sachumberia or napervillians.
(whiter, more affluent)

so is it a STATE thing ... or segregated city thing?
mhmmm