things that have been happening that have not been public

I am keeping the details OFF of FACEBOOK.
IF you respect me, you will do the same. Thanks.
Feel free to comment here, etc etc etc.

There are instructions and consequences to ignoring the instructions. 
Feel free to do whatever the fuck that you want. But later, when you do not like the consequences, I will direct you to 

I am FINE. 

Please do not ask HOW I am doing, that makes me FEEL BAD. 

IF you have been to my house or slept in my bed or I have known you forever, feel free to bother me in private, calls and messages. 

Details will happen when details are available. etc. 

I am FINE. 

I have known about this for a while, and been preparing and getting my mind right. 

"What are you going to do??" 

Nothing, "planning" a LOT of time off, down time. 

"BUT" 

Please stop asking, you KNOW that I fucking share EVERYTHING on facebook, why do you think that .. 

"random text messages" 

oh my god 

My severance includes health and dental during the severance period. 

I am FINE. 

IF you are "worrying" about me, STOP RIGHT NOW. 

Worry about the people that trump is murdering. 

Current thoughts are Colorado for a month of ... nothing. 

Hiking, golf, friends and family, ...
This idea might still happen if I choose to MOVE.
But for now, sheltering in PLACE.

2020 07 31 - official last day

2020 07 27 - done and done and done and done - in the end, our POC was a success.  
Cleaning up a bit. Will meet with boss and team one last time to go over a couple details. I need to put some stuff in shared folders. etc. but ... really done with trying to finish anything.

2020 07 15 - daily status meeting - waiting for the meeting to start - pete needs to transition what he did

2020 07 15 - 5 people from my group were laid off, including my boss - the blood bath continues 

2020 07 15 - BOOM - call from HR and bosses boss - You last day will be 2020 07 31 (tiny chance that this could be extended to 2020 08 30) - no extension

2020 07 14 - daily status meeting 

2020 07 14 - met with JC to part three - the last bits and pieces that I NEEDED 

2020 07 13 - daily status meetings begin with new team 

2020 07 12 - more work 

2020 07 11 - wohoo THIS is running - more work 

2020 07 10 - literally spent more than 16 hours installing THIS. all because the idiots left out the first step 

2020 07 09 - met with JC to part two - "for your homework, install THIS" 

2020 07 08 - run run run new stuff 

2020 07 07 - met with JC to start learning new tech 

2020 07 06 - crazy pete asserted that he could learn new tech in a week 

2020 07 05 - Proof of Concept #002 

2020 07 02 - Proof of Concept #001 

2020 07 01 - more stuff 

2020 06 30 - meetings 

2020 06 29 - meetings 

2020 06 28 - sunday - lol worked 8+ hours - love this new project at the end of my job 

2020 06 27 - tired as fuck - worked 

2020 06 26 - drinks and dinner with the denise, read until stupid oclock 

2020 06 26 - sore from massage - idiot - started using some super cool new tech 

2020 06 25 - massage - super amazing massage with new masseuse 

2020 06 24 - in theory, this project could lead to consulting or a position in the future 

2020 06 23 - boss and I started working on a super cool new secret project for work. 

2020 06 22 - monday - first thing - I was informed. I was given the opportunity to look and apply 

2020 06 19 - friday - my boss found out that he was being laid off. And that I would be laid off.

26 fucking years, the same boss, the same company, dozens of different ceos and owners.
This is going to take a long time to completely process.
In the end, I have to decide WHO I am and what and where and when and why and how.
Asking me about those things is a STRESS
People who STRESS me will ... Consequences.

One clear thing is that I will be playing.
I need to work on some certifications if I am going to work again.
Another option is retiring.
Another is .... shrug

I have an infinite number of options.