Saturday, August 13, 2011

gtx 590 - wow is slow making me sad

win 7
0cc5b647-c1df-4637-891a-dec35c318583
valuemax = 0
no more core parking ...

DPC lat checker
nope, not this .... sigh

2011 08 14 3pm
so the next insanity is to try an older driver
specifically, using the driver 267.91 (71?) which was the driver used on tomshardware.com for the 590 benchmarks ...

the only good news is at the LOWEST video settings, things are possibly playable

FFS
the solution was changing the DX setting in wow from DX9 to DX11???
sigh

you would THINK that using a lower version would not cause so much problems. FFS!@!~#!#~!#!#

Monday, July 11, 2011

chart of my TSH vs replacement. (the goal is to get the TSH to "100")
as you can see, I have never tested even CLOSE to 100. fucking doctors are so worried about over shooting. ARGHHHH. hopefully I am close since the last increase.

https://spreadsheets1.google.com/spreadsheet/ccc?hl=en_US&key=tszf3UHYvV5RycApvaWVIpg&hl=en_US#gid=11

Friday, June 10, 2011

thyroid email to denise

normal is a STUPID word when discussing this.

they LITERALLY have no idea what the NORM should be because they have no way to remove sub-clinical hypothyroid people from the sample.



when you got your TSH tested (the "gold standard") ... yours was 1 if I remember correctly.

if you are above 5, they test more to see if you have anti-bodies and then give you replacement ...

BUT, internists think that if you are BELOW 5, that you then have ENOUGH ...



WRONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG



first thing my specialist said when I showed him my old records was that I HAD NEVER BEEN PROPERLY DOSED!!!! UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH



so .... the GOAL should be 1.0 .... most doctors will STOP around 3-5 FFS @#!@#!~@#@!~#!~@#~!@!



so yes, you titrate the dosage

you want to get close without going over ...

0.5 is OK ..... 0.1 is BAD

HYPERthyroid is HYPER

all kinds of heart problems and hair breaking and and and and and and

but this happens over TIME, so you up the dose, if you go to far, you lower the dose ...

rinse and repeat



date : TSH : dosage

8/19 : 1.89 : 137
1/29 : 1.5 : 150
3/30 : 1.89 : 160
?/?? : ??? : 170
6/10 : 2.11 : 170

so as of today I am upping my dosage to 180



so CLEARLY it has been getting WORSE, not better

which given that it is an autoimune disease makes some sort of sense

the thyroid is producing less and less over time ...



oh yah, that happens to everyone as they age

oh yah, supplement reverses the aging too ???

FUCK TARDS @!#!~@#~!#



this is the CHEAPEST POSSIBLE way to treat and prevent about 100 illnesses !!!!!



I gave some of my OLD 100umg pills to jillian and she started taking 50umg daily

almost instantly fixed a number of problems she was having ....

her numbers were starting to creap into the 1.7-1.9 range if I remember ...

SIGH



one COOL thing that happens if you take too much: POLYURIA

you piss 24hrs a day non-stop

bwehhahahahahaaha

I drank and pissed like a race horse

DING DING DING DING

TAKE LESS YOU TARD



hahahaha

laters

Saturday, May 28, 2011

memories were meant to fade

MACE: Lenny, memories were meant to fade. They're designed that way for a reason.

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LENNY: Have you ever been in love with somebody who didn't return that love?
MACE: Yeah. Lenny. I have.

LENNY: It didn't stop you from loving them. Right? Or understanding them, or being able to forgive them...

MACE: I guess.

LENNY: And it didn't stop you from wanting to protect them. Did it?

MACE: No. It didn't.

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it's supposed to hurt.
if it didnt hurt, then it didnt mean anything

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

World of Warcraft lesson #00001

real world achievements

you cant get everything done in one day. break whatever you are doing into bite sized pieces. 1hr, 2hr. but not much longer.
get 1 of those pieces done.

TADA - you just earned your first RL achievement (you get to google RL and then laugh)

each day get as many achievements done as you can with the time set aside for work.

TADA - that's it. period. you now have a life.
tell your boss this is what I got done. this is what I am working on tomorrow. there is no more.

relax and accept that you can not finish everything in one day. EVER.

Monday, March 7, 2011

codes for work

http://www.census.gov/cgi-bin/sssd/naics/naicsrch?chart=2007

Monday, February 28, 2011

ripping dvds to my PC

http://handbrake.fr/
vs
slysoft

think I am going with the PAID version because open source is nice and free, but sometimes not as idiot proof as I want software to be.

imgburn ??
HAH

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Kuhn Rikon 3916 Duromatic Top Pressure Cooker, 5-Quart

Kuhn Rikon 3916 Duromatic Top Pressure Cooker, 5-Quart

need to buy replacement parts
UGH

Monday, February 21, 2011

uncle father pete's graveside

https://picasaweb.google.com/joekulys/FatherPeterCibulskisMICBurial#5387750922965436594

Thursday, January 27, 2011

Would you get a droid implant, an apple implant or an MS implant?

Would you get a droid implant, an apple implant or an MS implant?

The apple would cost the most, but work perfectly, but you would have to update it on time and if you hack it, it will turn you into a brick.

The MS implant would be the middle price, work pretty well, but crash a lot.
rebooting would fix it, but you would probably fall over when it happened.

The droid would be FREE, you would get source code, and get hacked all the time. But if you fixed it yourself it would be PERFECT.